Payphone/OpinionsC1

Payphone

ohhhh god. okay. if i'm going to talk about myself, first things first; i have no clue how others percieve me. so this entire thing is without any knowledge of how others think of me.

second things second; how the hell do i talk about myself? i feel like the only things i could talk about are.. kind of miserable, since that's what my life has been up until this point. i never travel, i never do anything exciting, i didn't have any friends until very recently.. there's nothing good to talk about.. at least, if i'm strictly talking about myself. i mean, look, i could go on a whole tirade about how i feel like i'm always making people uncomfortable, but i won't. because that would suck.

okay. different topic. i try my best to be.. as approachable as possible? i don't know. i feel like i'm always a little scary to other people, so they tend to not want to be around me, and that sucks. do i know if it's true? no. but also, like, it's so probable that it may as well be true. anyways-- i don't look directly at people, i don't like facing them (because what if they think i'm watching them??), i'm afraid to bring any topics up in conversation at all because what if it's connected to some weird bad memory they have- you get the point. i just try to be as not-terrifying as possible and hope for the best. and i hope that makes me.. at least a decent person.

Cranberry Sauce

really really really creative, and i love the art she makes. we also play a lot of the same games, which is fun.. and she's really good at remembering things. like, i feel like i have to specifically point that out. every time she talks about something that happened years ago, it's always in full detail. you always get the full context. which is.. helpful.

VHSy

got me a pirated copy of some animation software. she's cool.

Super Mecha Robo

honestly, just kind of weird. why would you be in a friendgroup if you don't actually like 90% of them? why try to cause so much infighting??? i don't get it. also, they're weird towards blueprint, but not in the slightly-excusable way. also i'm pretty sure they dislike me, despite their weird attempts to, uh.. you know what, i'll save that topic for later.

Pilon

you know.. i've actually never talked to them. but i've only heard horror stories about them, so, uh, i don't plan on talking to them. especially since no one but lavender and cranberry sauce like being around them.

Goggles

that. is my doctor. i am not talking about my doctor.

Battery

he can go to hell. i hate how stupid his voice sounds.

Bowling Ball

when i still kind of talked to him, he was never mean towards me. we haven't talked in years though.

Blueprint

ok, remember when i said i'd "save that topic for later"? yeah. this is that topic.

i'm not really sure how to begin.. she's, um, a great friend- as in, she's always looking out for me, making sure i don't feel left out, and always complimenting the art i make. which is really nice of her. and like, she.. seems to get what i've gone through. i'm not 100% sure as to what happened, but she completely understands all my irrational fears and weird specific gripes with things. and of course, you know, the fact that i'm missing an arm. i.. i don't know. our major life experiences are weirdly similar, from what i know.. it almost feels like it isn't a coincidence? i don't know.

i could go way more in-depth, but, um... i.. don't want more people knowing about.. um.... look, all i'll say is i don't want them telling her that i have a crush on her....

..you didn't hear this from me, but like, i think she's really pretty and i WISH i could just tell her that.... without seeming weird or creepy....?? and also she has a great personality and she DEFINETELY understands all the shit i've been through and and and LOOK you get the point. despite being decent at writing and such i honestly can't think of words to describe literally 99% of this.

Geode

really fun to be around, but very loud and chaotic. also, we both play blockreate, which is cool.. her art is also really cool. and she's also always looking out for me, but not in the same way that blueprint does. it's more of a casual thing, and less "it's weird how this is happening specifically with me and no one else".

Lavender

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME ABOUT THAT. I DID NOT NEED TO KNOW THAT THAT HAPPENED. I DID NOT NEED TO KNOW THAT ABOUT HER. WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME ABOUT THAT VERY SPECIFIC EVENT. I DID NOT NEED TO KNOW ABOUT IT. MY LIFE WOULD BE SIGNIFICANTLY BETTER IF I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT THE TIME THAT SOMEONE-- I SHOULD NOT GO INTO DETAIL. BECAUSE HOW THE HELL DO I EXPLAIN THAT I KNOW THAT?

ANSWER: I DON'T. I CAN NEVER TELL ANYONE THAT I KNOW ABOUT THIS, BECAUSE NOT ONLY WAS I NOT THERE FOR IT, BUT IT HAPPENED YEARS AGO. AND I'M SURE THEY'D HATE YOU EVEN MORE IF THEY FOUND OUT THAT YOU TOLD ME. AND I JUST GENERALLY DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO HATE EACHOTHER. I HATE YOU THOUGH. I DID NOT NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THAT.

Ice Cream

we're best friends. i don't know what else to say; everything else there is to say is kind of conveyed by how she looks.

MORRIS

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